It's been quite a while since i last update my post here. I am now in my hometown and the feeling is mixed. Been in the hometown for over 2 weeks now. Happy and glad to be back to a place where I belong. However there are some happenings around that do not really pleasant.
When I came back on the 20th Nov, there were some unpleasant news waiting. My best galfriend is diagnosed with breast cancer. And a close male company is diagnosed with gangrene caused by diabetes. Both had to go under the knife. I was surprised when I first learned their situations, but was not showing it. I cried a lot and was very very very frustrated on how life turns out to be. Sometimes I wish those are only bad dreams. Hoping to wake up facing a different situations. But, yeah, truth hurts. And life must goes on. Bad dreams or not.
I feel truly sad for not being able to be with my sick friends. Yes my prayers are with them, but still being able to see them and be with them would present a different degree of closeness and relationship. Thanks God now they are recovering. I am praying for their speedy recovery. I know God is listening and He knows best.
I am praying for a silver lining around the clouds....
One thing that helps me divert all the bad thoughts is by being busy... My younger sister is getting married, so there will be thousands things to be done...
But I can't lie to myself....
