The practicum period has passed. A mixed feeling upon completing the course. Relieved as the stress level has gone down now. Emotional burden (or should I say distress??) is now absent. Curious because the supervisor did not disclose the final marks. Sad coz I had to say good bye to those pupils in the school....
But surely I left the school loaded with experience, both professionally and personally enhancing. I would like to see the whole experience in a positive angle. Nevertheless, the negative dots are still flickering in my mind. Some nauseating enough it makes me wanna puke!
Was trying to sink deeper into my heart and soul....and look for the real sign, that I was indeed born to be a teacher.....haven't found the exact spot though, coz the walls are thick and the surrounding is dark.....
Anyway, I now have to concentrate on doing revision for the final exam... Sounds odd enough just by typing it..FINAL EXAM... it has been centuries since I last sit for exam dats to be marked and graded! Will try with all my might though..:) And yes, there would be moreeee exams to come.... what a life!
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